happy everyday

哎。。。。。。

忘记要写什么了。。。

我明白她爱你。。。。但你呢？？？

我接受不了你说因为你不要想我想到要死。。。。
不要爱到死。。
所以你选择离开。。。

这是什么原因啊？？？

你想我的话，可以告诉我。。。
可以找我呀。。。

我都可以打给你。。。

我知道我不会安慰你。。。帮不到你。。
可是至少让我知道你的东西好吗？？
我所知道的东西好少。。少得可怜那种。。。

我不知你常常在想什么。。。计划什么。。。

但当你告诉我说“你请求我的痛转移成你的痛”。。。你知道我有多心痛？？？我很感激也很touch....
某一天，我进你的hotmail...read all your post when august de .. such as day 5... heartless..dunno wad to do.. day 11......... day 5 i called u... and so on.......

现在我爸妈是知道你的。。。也没有很阻止我去和你联络。。。。
我希望能继续下去我们之间。。。。。

我不要就这样没了你。。

人人告诉我，你没用的。。不要再去管你。。可是我办不到。。。。

我不是没想你。。我有的。。。。只是没能告诉你。。。
我不是不爱你。。。
我不要抛弃你。。。
我不要离开你，也不要你离开我。。。

看到你去找她，还是其他的。。。
我会不爽的。。吃醋明白吗？？
你现在的relationship 看了我都痛。。。。。。。。
而导致到那天early early moody..then go delete all i post and tag u eh pic ...
and updated my ststus as "from high place drop to low place"...
at skul when recess... sasa told me that dont put a thing too high, hurt only will be self and self will more hurt...she told me thi coz i early morning de status...

when eat during recess , i feel like so down until i feel gonna cry..
but i 忍了下去。。没哭出来。。。

我希望我们明年能光明正大的出街，他们也同意的那种。。
我不要看到你有别的女生。。

哎。。。。。。。。。。。
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我最近越来越轻。。。from 37.5 decrease till 35.6 like this...
我反而期望我的weight is coz of ya yun of myself eh... like this i will noe that i'm coz of u all till my weight decrease.............

我就是傻。。。放不掉你。。
我就是笨。。。不管你告诉我什么都会相信。。。。。
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writed by lltlim

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i wonder when will u see tiok this post...

but i juz wanna write out... at yours place.. and u only noe lor...

except got ppl noe your blog and read it...

1st..

i wonder what the reason we end.. i really dunno wan ler.. =.=

mayb coz the words that i say i din damn love you...

mayb coz i seldom chai u..

mayb..... mayb....

now only i noe i can keep wan find u ....

but... its too late.. yea.. too late....

but nvm lar... i juz hope the last 4 month i can treat u good and giv u those i nvr giv u b4...

like keep find u... sms u..send pics to u .. and so on..

last time.. i cnt day day send... juz cnt lor..

u will find tiok a more good than me eh ppl.. more love u de........

jiu de bu qu.. xin de zen me lai rite? haha...

that day... wad u do.. i din feel bad or wad... i feel ntg.. =.=

ju the kiss got feel lar... XD

but .... no more d??

haha..

i plan to go gama and giv u a surprise.. and......

but hard .... no such chance...

u dint wan to hear my call.... u dint wan to reply me... i juz whole day like a children jump jump jump....

den whole day eat le 2 slide of bread..eggs and the fried burger's meat 1 and nite porridge only..

i can feel bit no mood.... but ...... i cnt tell anyone..

tell le u how? if tell sasa , sure tiok her scold..

if tell the one who love me much eh.. only will hurt tiok him..

tell u? like ntg...

who i can still tell out?

i asked u izzit u 9 months bo kiss liao? how bout that day the gal that u saw eh on that day when on the road... u bo tell me... den the shit ppl? no also....

i noe i like to shoot ppl....

dont u noe sometimes ppl say eh thing doesn't mean what her heart mean??

but all too late... i hav accpeted him for feb 2011.... i donwan sudden go reject him pula...

i wonder he may crazy and.......

i dun und why .... love 1 ppl only and juz follow that ppl called as sui bian??

that one should called as 1 love nia ba???

=.=

hmmmm....

i dunno wad to say d.. coz u dint wan to tell me anything... simple thing also dwn..

that kiss really nice... really..

but else eh bo har! coz its nt good lor.... i 17 only.. =.=

but the kiss i had forget wad the feeling is... i cnt rmb also... i juz rmb your eyes close... =.=

that day like nt i'm the gal.. i like juz a guan zhong...

but realistic i'm the gal.. i tiok such thing? and no 1st kiss... but i no feel tiok anything wor..

wad to do???=.=

hmm... u can be a really good eh man..u can love and care... but juz don too yellow lar.. less watch those movie or video lar~=.=

zzz

mayb the next 4 months also wont be successfully... coz mayb u wont see tiok this post...

i forget wad the pass it.. so.... i change the pass.... =.=.. paiseh~

hmmm.... i hav record some songs in my hp... but din't send u... if send u sure cry or ....... liao...

so i hav to save it lor?

wonder wad to tell d...... juz like that lar..

i may rmb u .. my bear, tekco... and so on...

and my 1st love is u.. my 1st kiss is u.. and those..... pics and so on....

hope the pics u really delete it... =.=

is it i'm the 1st u do that ... err..... ....

and the 1st u wan to wei xie eh???

if like that..is it i should be glad? LOL

i dint run that day coz of i wonder y should i run?? run liao then jiu finish liao...

then run for wad? =.=

after that day... u send me that be your pig 4ever... i din ans u that question.. i juz din ans...

i gt bit feel regret.....but wad to do? if i din accept him.. i sure will find back u eh lor... XD..

=(... but .. too late lar~

hav to end this post d...

good bye my love!!

hope u will be more success in your life and found your true love lor..

and good luck always ...

u r juz so tall!! XD taller ! tiang! HAHA!

i hope smt..... but will it be true finally??

if can.. then i hope that...

if cant .. i juz hope ......

Xd.....

and i hope nex year your birth can help u celebrate lor.. but it looks hard? coz if u find tiok gf d... den how i help u celebrate? later tiok ........... =.=